I don’t often get recognition for anything. I’ve had some recognition here and there, but my job is a thankless one. Teachers often hear the crap from parents, admins, students, etc, but rarely do we get recognition….like real recognition in terms of rewards or bonuses. I’ve never gotten recognition from my school district while others who have done less than me…much less…have earned honors for which I’ve been overlooked time and time again. Sometimes it’s downright depressing, because I’d like to get teacher of the month or year from my employer. But that won’t happen for many reasons.
I also seem to be a has-been at church in terms of singing; I was once part of the A team, but now I play second fiddle. That was apparent at tonight’s choir recording.
It does depress me somewhat because I try hard. But I think the Lord is keeping my ego in check and reminding me over and over that my reward is in Heaven and not on this earth. Here I need to just be grateful and not ask for too much…when I do, I just get disappointed. Instead, I have to count my blessings and be content.
Still, I sure would like that teacher of the month designation. Sigh!
